Angel

It has been 12 days since the effectivity of my resignation and it hasn’t been easy.  Life for me for 4 years is only composed of my family, SMART, and Bong (not in the order of importance though, just in order of which came first in my life).  Since Bong left, I kept myself busy with work in SMART that even making tambay at the Wireless Center has been a habit of mine.  Almost 12 hours of my day are spent at the WC where I made new friends, no, new barkada who stood with me through life inside and outside SMART.

It has been 12 days and I couldn’t keep myself from making tambay every now and then.  It has been 12 days and I soooo miss doing my everyday work, plus handling Irate subscribers, plus dealing with stupid (sorry) people from other departments. 

For 4 years I’ve developed a new sense of life not being thought nor acquired in UP during my college days.  Most people say that I have changed a lot, from a student who wears tsinelas and shorts to the University to a young achiever who works in pumps.  Yes, maybe I’ve changed a lot because I’ve learned a lot especially with my most recent manager.  And no, I didn’t quite change coz deep inside, amidst all the hustle and bustle of everything, I remain to dream a simple life, just to work (probably in SMART pa din), get married, have babies.  And letting go of SMART is quite like letting go of my dreams.

I sure will miss my SMART family, my clients whom I haven’t seen so much since I’m not handling frontline anymore, my SMART barkada who made life in SMART easy with their laughter, their comforting hands, and their heart.